Friday, April 19, 2013


 My Mother!


You are the Only Relationship
That cannot be Described in Words..
Yet I am Offering this...
O Mother...At your feet!

Have not heard
Dad's Words/Voice
You are the Double Wonder 
Of a Mother & Father...

It gives me Goosebumps
to see the way you brought us up
Like your own Eyelids
Even after you lost your husband
To Time & God...

You have not called me
With Pet Sweet Names..
You have never known 
To Live for yourself..
The day I delivered my baby
I dug my nails into your hands
Out of Extreme Pain
But you never made a fuss
nor even mentioned about it....

Till this day
That scar remains in your hands th pain in my heart !

There have been Very Few Moments
When you Laugh Heartily
All those moments I have admired you
Without dropping my eyelids...

They say Mothers have Patience
But
You are Patience in a Mother's Form!


Pages may not suffice to write this
But
If I dont write, the purpose of 
My birth may not be achieved..

You are the Best Example to embrace relationships
You are the Best Example for Unconditional Sacrifices
I have never seen you resting
Only seen you working
You have never cared about your hunger
But
Not a moment left us in hunger...

With a Heart of Courage
Eyes of Willpower
You are my Epitome of Strength..

I have argued & fought with you many times
But Today
My Dear Lighthouse!
I worship your feet with my tears of Gratitude
For having given birth to me
And imbibed that indomitable Inner Strength in me
To Face anything that life brings across...

I nolonger have the desire to see God
For
I have already seen HIM in YOUR FORM   

To the Supreme Power!

To the Supreme Power!

I grew up with one face - But
I'm unable to understand
The Million Faces that people put up!

I say what I believe in
And I believe what people say - But
I'm unable to comprehend
When people say something
Yet
Mean something very different!

I get bogged down
When my own friends play mean

I get beaten up
When people pledge anything for money

I kneel down & cry
When people do not value honesty

People call Me a Fool
For I do not know to be "Smart"
For I do not know to "go with the mass"
For I am rigid on my values
For I neither posses wealth nor fame
Yet
I'm glad to be a Fool here

For I know that
In the End....
It was Never between Me & Them
It is Always between YOU & Me ♥ ♥ ♥

Thursday, November 8, 2012


Teardrops in this Rain...

I see the rain falling down as I fall down on my knee,
And I wonder if just now God cried along with me.
‘Coz I know it hurts Him if His children are in pain;

And I wonder if He is expressing by teardrops in this rain.

Tell me what you want God, tell me about your plans,

I’ll try my best to change myself, just give me one more chance.

Tell me God if my prayers are reaching you or are in vain;

‘Coz I am sending you my apologies through teardrops in this rain.

I’m sorry for everything God, I request you to forgive me,

Don’t test me more, not any more; I’m already lost in this sea.

I’ve been feeling so suffocated I don’t know if I’m still sane;

‘Coz I’m sitting here and talking to my teardrops in this rain.

I see the clear sky God and wonder when you’ll do that to my soul,

Bring out the best in me God and tell me what should be my goal.

You know all the thoughts running in my mind, my heart, and my brain;

You know the wound, the reason, and the cure for teardrops in this rain.

I’ll keep my word, I’ll prove myself, I’ll forever be sincere,

All you have to do is promise me God that you’ll always be near.

I am searching for you God from behind my window pane;

‘Coz I don’t know if you’re able to see my teardrops in this rain . . .

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Dear God.....


I broke down as a child
When You took my Dad into Your arms
I cursed You thinking You are meant to take good people away….
But You blessed me to become Strong beyond the Loss!

I despised You for sending me to this family
Cuz I thot my mom dint love me…
But You blessed me to understand Women who fight strong beyond their Loss!

I cried & cried out to You
Whenever I faced problems beyond my age & comprehension…
I thought You were deaf & blind
Cuz I dint see You in your Godly Form…
But You blessed me with right help @ right time!

I refused to look upto You
Cuz I thought You were selfish in bombarding me with karma…
As I kept asking You, “Why me?”…
But You blessed me to reach out to people in pain
Thereby I began feeling “Why not me?”

I began searching for You silently in the depths of my Soul…

There…

Your Silence was busy sending me Love from Family
Your Deafness was busy filling my ears with Appreciation
Your Blindness was busy making me see the Big Picture
Your Form was busy helping me move to the Formless
Your Selfishness was busy molding me to Selflessness
Your Hands were busy lighting my Life’s Path
Your Being IS busy carrying me on Your Shoulders!!!

As a mark of Gratitude, I humbly let my Soul reach out..
To other Souls like me.....
To Evolve Together.....
To become Your Grandest Vision for Us :))

Monday, January 30, 2012

LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL...............

Sometimes in life we feel so blue,but someone
... ... somewhere is not happy as ...you?

somewhere far at the border when a soldier sleeps,missing his loved ones he silently weeps?

... ... ... somewhere a mother painfully sighs coz,her new born
baby didnt open her eyes?

somewhere a poor dad silently cries, when he sees his
son begging for a bowl of rice?

somewhere in an orphanage a little gal is sad,when she
misses her mom nd dad?

so at times a reason to smile you may not have any,
say to yourself that you are happier than many?

cause
life is beautiful
and
its not always blue, and someone somewhere is not
as happy as u... :)

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Friendship....

One song can spark a moment ?
One flower can wake the dream ?
One tree can start a forest ?
One bird can herald spring ?
One smile begins a friendship ?
One handclasp lifts a soul ?
One star can guide a ship at sea ?
One word can frame the goal ?
One vote can change a nation ?
One sunbeam lights a room ?
One candle wipes out darkness ?
One laugh will conquer gloom ?
One step must start each journey ?
One word must start each prayer ?
One hope will raise our spirits ?
One touch can show you care ?
One voice can speak with wisdom ?
One heart can know what's true ?
One life can make the difference ?
You see, IT'S UP TO YOU! ?
one word can make frendship...

Sunday, December 4, 2011

I rise


You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I’ll rise.
Does my sassiness upset you?
Why are you beset with gloom?
‘Cause I walk like I’ve got oil wells
Pumping in my living room.
Just like moons and like suns,
With the certainty of tides,
Just like hopes springing high,
Still I’ll rise.
Did you want to see me broken?
Bowed head and lowered eyes?
Shoulders falling down like teardrops.
Weakened by my soulful cries.
Does my haughtiness offend you?
Don’t you take it awful hard
‘Cause I laugh like I’ve got gold mines
Diggin’ in my own back yard.
You may shoot me with your words,
You may cut me with your eyes,
You may kill me with your hatefulness,
But still, like air, I’ll rise.
Does my sexiness upset you?
Does it come as a surprise
That I dance like I’ve got diamonds
At the meeting of my thighs?
Out of the huts of history’s shame
I rise
Up from a past that’s rooted in pain
I rise
I’m a black ocean, leaping and wide,
Welling and swelling I bear in the tide.
Leaving behind nights of terror and fear
I rise
Into a daybreak that’s wondrously clear
I rise
Bringing the gifts that my ancestors gave,
I am the dream and the hope of the slave.
I rise
I rise
I rise.