Teardrops in this Rain...

I see the rain falling down as I fall down on my knee,
And I wonder if just now God cried along with me.
‘Coz I know it hurts Him if His children are in pain;

And I wonder if He is expressing by teardrops in this rain.

Tell me what you want God, tell me about your plans,

I’ll try my best to change myself, just give me one more chance.

Tell me God if my prayers are reaching you or are in vain;

‘Coz I am sending you my apologies through teardrops in this rain.

I’m sorry for everything God, I request you to forgive me,

Don’t test me more, not any more; I’m already lost in this sea.

I’ve been feeling so suffocated I don’t know if I’m still sane;

‘Coz I’m sitting here and talking to my teardrops in this rain.

I see the clear sky God and wonder when you’ll do that to my soul,

Bring out the best in me God and tell me what should be my goal.

You know all the thoughts running in my mind, my heart, and my brain;

You know the wound, the reason, and the cure for teardrops in this rain.

I’ll keep my word, I’ll prove myself, I’ll forever be sincere,

All you have to do is promise me God that you’ll always be near.

I am searching for you God from behind my window pane;

‘Coz I don’t know if you’re able to see my teardrops in this rain . . .

Dear God.....

I broke down as a child

When You took my Dad into Your arms

I cursed You thinking You are meant to take good people away….

But You blessed me to become Strong beyond the Loss!

I despised You for sending me to this family

Cuz I thot my mom dint love me…

But You blessed me to understand Women who fight strong beyond their Loss!

I cried & cried out to You

Whenever I faced problems beyond my age & comprehension…

I thought You were deaf & blind

Cuz I dint see You in your Godly Form…

But You blessed me with right help @ right time!

I refused to look upto You

Cuz I thought You were selfish in bombarding me with karma…

As I kept asking You, “Why me?”…

But You blessed me to reach out to people in pain

Thereby I began feeling “Why not me?”

I began searching for You silently in the depths of my Soul…

There…

Your Silence was busy sending me Love from Family

Your Deafness was busy filling my ears with Appreciation

Your Blindness was busy making me see the Big Picture

Your Form was busy helping me move to the Formless

Your Selfishness was busy molding me to Selflessness

Your Hands were busy lighting my Life’s Path

Your Being IS busy carrying me on Your Shoulders!!!

As a mark of Gratitude, I humbly let my Soul reach out..

To other Souls like me.....

To Evolve Together.....

To become Your Grandest Vision for Us :))

LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL...............

Sometimes in life we feel so blue,but someone
... ... somewhere is not happy as ...you?

somewhere far at the border when a soldier sleeps,missing his loved ones he silently weeps?

... ... ... somewhere a mother painfully sighs coz,her new born
baby didnt open her eyes?

somewhere a poor dad silently cries, when he sees his
son begging for a bowl of rice?

somewhere in an orphanage a little gal is sad,when she
misses her mom nd dad?

so at times a reason to smile you may not have any,
say to yourself that you are happier than many?

cause
life is beautiful
and
its not always blue, and someone somewhere is not
as happy as u... :)